This is a little diddy called what I want.
What I want:
I want what all those old school movie posters promised me but never gave (well, maybe sometimes).
I want miniatures exploding.
I want the movie I thought Army of Darkness was going to be. Which isn't to say that Army of Darkness is bad, but to say that what I thought it was was actually quite different.
I want all those movies that I thought all those computer games I played in the 90s were based on.
I want to make the movies that everyone thought would have existed by now since CGI meant that "you could do anything" even though we feel it has yet to do those things.
I want to give answers to horror cliches in a way that makes sense, but not in a way that thinks it's too clever or more clever than the genre.
I want to suffer artistically for a bit, because I know mental/physical/and financial suffering is part of the equation of making a great film.
I want to be able to watch an enjoyable afternoon's worth of YouTube clips based on my material, promotional material, or a fan mashup of the previous two things.
I want three dimensional female characters. Which isn't to say that they will all be feminist propaganda pieces, but rather human beings reacting rationally in a situation.
I want to set out to venture onto my accomplishments and not worry about the idiots from my past who told me to choose another career path due to the fact that my fanbase will outnumber them.
I don't want fame. But, I want the people who like projects like mine to know that my project exists, and if I have to do endure a little bit of overexposure to get there, I will accept that.
I want to know that my goals have changed since I have ventured onward, and they will continue to change as I progress, and that I am totally okay with that.